The fact of the matter is, we’re all expecting things to be different, when we know it’s never going to change. False hope. Everyone is determined by instinct or whatever it is, to only satisfy themselves. And once a person cannot be satisfied, they lose faith. Everyone is utterly selfish. And we should be, considering we are living OUR lives. However, we tend to forget or fail to realize that everyone else’s goal is the same, only to themselves. They want to satisfy their person, not yours. Seeing as we believe the world revolves around us, we think for some reason everybody should satisfy us as well. But the only way someone is going to satisfy you, is if they get something out of it. There is always a reason for someone to be kind, loving, sensitive, caring, or thoughtful to you. Because it makes THEM feel like a good person. You do the same. We all do. Everything is inter-related, but not connected. Not by choice, faith, will, hope, love- nothing. But we’re all too shallow and self-centered to realize it. 9 times out of 10 a person is a shallow thinker. I like to say I’m the 1 out of 10, but then again, I’m just as selfish as everyone else. We’re all doomed. If Hell is real, we all belong there. Doesn’t mean we necessarily deserve it, but we all belong there, because, morally speaking, we’re bastards. We don’t have morals. We tell ourselves we do, in order to make ourselves feel like decent people, but we don’t. We lie. Every day, that’s a given. But little by little, we find ourselves slowing falling into what’s considered evil and finding excuses to break the ethics we were “taught” when we were young. “Well… It’s okay to cheat IF” “I’m going to steal this, because I need it more than they do.” “She won’t know if I go behind her back for this.” All the time. And we convince ourselves that as long as there is a decent excuse, morality knows no bounds on us. What’s sad is we lose people we consider “friends” in this. Maybe by the things we do for ourselves, but through the things they do for their selves. Everyone is wild and is thrown into this complete and utter chaos, and we try to live in it, accept it, make it suitable by our standards, but we really don’t know what the fuck we’re doing. And that’s okay, because no one does. We all have the same mentality. We are all trying to get what we want for ourselves. For whatever reason.